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Friday, September 23, 2011, 4:26 AM
Hi , the second post for today haha. Im just bored. quarelled with parents. We got communication problems.NVM. Have been like that for about 4 years le. They dun love or care for me ,only sometimes. Mood swings all the time. If they happy then can chat longer but if they not in good mood then a few words only. I may look cheerful and carefree girl with no family problems but on the inside, my relationship with my family is quite bad. We might quarell about 3-4 times a day. They dun like me , I dun like them. Even my younger bro has problems with me. The 3 of them always against me. Haiz... I love them but dunno if they love me too. I just wanna be love and cared by my parents. Cant you just do something so simple? At least talk to me properly. People reading this, you might not understanding wat is happening but it is very complicated.Every family has it own problem but mine is very complicated and very hurtful. I hate to face it. It is very tiring, having to quarell with 3 of them. I dun wan to have this problem. How i wish it is just a dream. Cant they treat me the way they treat me in the past , loving me, caring for me , talking to me in a good manner, see their smile 24/7 when they face me and the words that come out from their mouth is not hurtful. Every thing they say or do is hurtful, My heart ache all the time. It seem to be stabbed by knifes and breaking into a million pieces . It happens all the time when i quarell with them. Daddy and Mummy, if you happen to see this. I hope that you will care for me and love me like how you love Bryan( younger bro). I have feelings too. Pls give me a chance to change , im sorry if i say that i dun like you all , or any hurtful words when we quarell. Pls forgive me.... Im really sorry. :(Hope this is all just a dream. How i wish i wake up tomorrow and being on good terms with my parents or rather family. I am tired of quarelling for 4years+. It is really tiring , seriously. All the cold wars , scoldings, shouting and hurtful things ..... How i wish it is over . Sorry for the long and boring post . Bye :)
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